New Song About A Girl

Inspired by my own friend's story, here is the new song that I just finished writing... Well, still do not have the title yet for the song but the lyrics is already complete.

I hope in short time i able to record the song with my old guitar which actually has a horrible sound, but I just don't have any strength to throw it away or have any money to buy a new one :D , but one thing that makes it special is it has been accompanying me to pass a boring night and helping me compose some songs.

Some other songs, can be watched in my Youtube's channel, Geolzzz's Channel. Actually the word 'my' here is not quite right because this channel originally belongs to the whole roomers in 4C; a boarding house that I've been living in since 2004, since the first time I landed in Jogja and started my college life.

Anyway, here is the lyrics:

There is a story about a girl
Solving mystery of what loves are
One thing to worry here's come the weary
There is no body to be her fairy

Standing in a line waiting for turn
She thinks she will get what she deserves

Oh no Oh no
Life is not always like what you meant to be
Someone that you love might turn back and leave
People you depend on laugh when you're crying
But one thing for sure, you're no longer you are

There is a story about a girl
Solving mystery of what loves are

One thing to learn here that life is changing
The chance for the girl to free and flying

Living in A Giant Bowl


This is the picture that I took in Depok Beach, Yogyakarta, when celebrating my two best friends graduation about a week ago. This moment was captured in the minute after sunset I guess, not really sure actually. It is just a random picture that I took from lunatic friends ^0^v, the big waves, dark sands and people around, but this sky was just beautiful for me.

One of the feeling that I always have when I look up the sky in the beach coast is the feeling of being inside the big giant huge bowl (too much adjectives sometimes help me express my feeling ^^), so, it is very much like living in 'The Truman Show'. Well, some of you might never heard about this movie, one of the original idea of movie with Jim Carrey as Truman. It tells about a man who does not know that he is actually living in a giant movie studio since he was a child, so he does not know either that his parents, best friends, neighbours, and even his wife are actually actors who play a role and get paid. Sounds bullshit, but yeah its movie and its a good one... :) no quite common idea, that's what I always like...!!!!

So, back to the sky picture, and yes, if you have watched the movie and then go the beach coast near your area then you will know what I feel. Aha... and one more thing, the beach that I mean here is the beach with a very long seashore and sands that is still natural with coconut tress, bushes, fishermen and their boats. Do not ever try to catch this atmosphere from a very crowded Miami beach with huge gigantic resorts which dominate almost all the view because it is not going to work... ;)

Looking up to the sky in the seashore, alone, always becomes the moment that I always look forward when visiting beach.

What a Nerd Wants

The first time I found out about the Nerd term was when I was in freshmen year at University. One day I attended Reading Class and my lecture gave the class a copy of article about Nerd, entitled Give Nerds a Chance written by Cathryn Michon. It was a short article about having a relationship with a Nerd.

After I finished reading the article, it seemed like I was watching my own reflection in the mirror, and realized that 'I'm a Nerd'. Well, I had realized that I wasn't a kind of popular girl at school, I love books and computer, and prefer to spend all of the time that I have by my own. Well, actually that I'm so thankful that I was born in a small city where bullying is not a trend (well, at least when I was at school, i don't have any idea about the school's condition today), and most of the students were old fashioned and about technology were so left behind, so they didn't really care that computer and books are closely related to the Nerd's world...

Well, actually there is nothing that wrong of being a Nerd, many people, today, said that they cannot find any Nerd quality from me, but the only one that knows whether I'm a Nerd or not is only me, and I know that I'm a Nerd and I also I know what I want...